This is one of my saddest songs I have ever written. In a whole and you think about it, it can be explicit. This is about a friends of mine and this has to be one piece I will never forget.
Lonely Girl
Pain that’s hurting me, All the shouts and screams, As I try to sleep and dream, But yet nothing will remain, When I open my eyes, You were taken away, By the sharpness of a long blade, To bad you couldn’t look at all the dreams we had, The haunting memories I have, Play on and on and on, I can’t tell anymore, Was I that bad of a friend? I cared, I loved, I was there in the darkest times, As you sat and read your rhythms, Now all that is left, Is a mind audio of your voice, Slipping fast, Threw my fingers, I feel like I dropped you now nothing is left.
You were my life, My power, My act of reason, Can’t act now without treason, Damn you for and now I scream please free me, Of a lonely heart torn away by sadness.
On the run, From every darkening corner, Every time I used to phone her, On the verge of reckoning, She’s starting to break in, Hoping she will fall in, Will she remember him? As the lights become dim, Sorry I couldn’t save you, I tried my hardest but everything fell apart, Will this hell end, to this I say to my lonely girl.
Dreams of moving and growing lost in time, I wanted to be the star, You wanted to be the dream, So much laughter and life, But was it all a recurring show of the same matter? This **** is taking over my head, As you lay in your bed, Your body slowly dying, Crying, I cross my fingers everyday hoping you will come, But still I am running, As fast as I can, I never knew life could get this bad, So sad, The loss of a young youth who had so much time, She never committed a crime, I would have given anything to help her, I wish I had a cure, But I couldn’t find the lure, So I sing these words to her.
You were my life, my power, my act of reason, Can’t act now without treason, Damn you for and now I scream please free me, of a lonely heart torn away by sadness.
On the run, From every darkening corner, Every time I used to phone her, On the verge of reckoning, She’s starting to break in, Hoping she will fall in, Will she remember him? As the lights become dim, sorry I couldn’t save you, I tried my hardest but everything fell apart, Will this hell end, to this I say to my lonely girl.
Breaking it up, Losing control with out a doubt, So heart torn I can’t even find my dream, Is there anything I can redeem, Just to become free, Sorry girl, I tried to hard to make you see, Wish I knew if you feel the way I do know, I know you were strong hearted, Please tell me it was not a dream made of a simple lie, When I heard you cry, Was it all lie? I know deep inside it wasn’t, But still I declare to present this, Because you were the one, You showed me what meant to live each day to the fullest, You taught me not to give a ****, My only wish was to make you do the same, Only if you lived by your word, Sorry, Sorry, Sorry, I tried, I lost on the way, If only I stayed on a little longer, Maybe I could change the way you and me feel, I know people will always care!
You were my life, my power, my act of reason, Can’t act now without treason, Damn you for and now I scream please free me, of a lonely heart torn away by sadness.
On the run, From every darkening corner, Every time I used to phone her, On the verge of reckoning, She’s starting to break in, Hoping she will fall in, Will she remember him? As the lights become dim, sorry I couldn’t save you, I tried my hardest but everything fell apart, Will this hell end, to this I say to my lonely girl. Yes I feel you were a lonely girl. All you had to do was feel free to ask, Oh how much everyone cared, only if it wasn’t deep inside of your mind, come on and share, god damn this **** an’t fair!
On the run, From every darkening corner, Every time I used to phone her, On the verge of reckoning, She’s starting to break in, Hoping she will fall in, Will she remember him? As the lights become dim, sorry I couldn’t save you, I tried my hardest but everything fell apart, Will this hell end, to this I say to my lonely girl.