Mewfour
17th March 2004, 02:39 PM
Well, after nearly 4 years of tripe, hogwash, nonsense and all-around tomfoolery, I think I'm just going to hang up and leave TPM. I know, I know, I've said it millions of times before, but this time, I'm serious.
Why am I leaving? Well, Ever since PADS! finished, I've suddenly found myself bored here on TPM. There's hardly any new stuff, and what is new is pretty lackluster. Or maybe I'm just a miserable old bastard who's hopelessly stuck in the past. PADS! is done, Bloody Sword isn't going anywhere, and pretty much everything else of my library is either dead or no one cares about. Am I depressed? Probably. I don't know. And I don;t want to find out, either. I haven't lost my passion for ficcing, mind you, it's still one thing I still love to do. But truth is, after I've been a regular contributor here for almost four years, the most I've gotten is just name recognition. I've been posting nearly my whole damn library here for four years and nothing hardly gets any recogntion. I know it sounds selfish, but it gets very depressing to pour out your mind and have little to no one care.
Will I ever return? Maybe. But as of the near future, no. Probably a year from now I'll show my ugly face around here again. But I'm not making any promises either. I'm just going to disconnect.
Later.
Why am I leaving? Well, Ever since PADS! finished, I've suddenly found myself bored here on TPM. There's hardly any new stuff, and what is new is pretty lackluster. Or maybe I'm just a miserable old bastard who's hopelessly stuck in the past. PADS! is done, Bloody Sword isn't going anywhere, and pretty much everything else of my library is either dead or no one cares about. Am I depressed? Probably. I don't know. And I don;t want to find out, either. I haven't lost my passion for ficcing, mind you, it's still one thing I still love to do. But truth is, after I've been a regular contributor here for almost four years, the most I've gotten is just name recognition. I've been posting nearly my whole damn library here for four years and nothing hardly gets any recogntion. I know it sounds selfish, but it gets very depressing to pour out your mind and have little to no one care.
Will I ever return? Maybe. But as of the near future, no. Probably a year from now I'll show my ugly face around here again. But I'm not making any promises either. I'm just going to disconnect.
Later.