I decided to add a little quote like Asi does. ^^ For Yuar! ^^


YUAR ORO
" I know everything is going to be okay, if you stay gone. "



What words could I say? There really wasn't much a vampire like me, one for physical actions, could say. I wasn't much of a speaker when it came to matters of the heart... and talking to my sister... well, it was hard. I felt like I was not talking to my sister, but rather a complete stranger. She... I, we never had much time together to understand each other. We were seperated by Lantis... and now I wasn't sure if I was ready to be truely reunited once again. It hurt to think of what she said, even if it was only words of anger... and maybe she didn't realize what she had said earlier, but it still pained at me. I had failed her tonight... and I had failed Gyvien upon this night and she almost had died if it was not for the legend of the Daggers which seemed to come true. Now I held the sword upon my right side, the metal feeling strangely light to move but yet heavy with teh sense of knowing it's potential power. If not for fate stepping in and luck aiding me... I would or could have lost both of them. I had failed... I had been completely useless upon this night.

"Myra..." I began, as she gazed at me with a gaze full of confusion and a bit of... some other emotion which I did not fully comprehend. What did I say? What was I trying to do... there really wasn't much a brother could say who didn't even really know his sister truely.
" ... I am not sure what I am going or trying to say. I just want to let you know that ever since you were little, born as a matter of fact, I wanted to protect you. I couldn't intervene... but if your life ever came down to it, I would have stepped in and killed myself for teh sake of your blood to live. Seeing Lantis... well, do what he did to you, killed me... I should have intervened there."
Myra was about to open her mouth as if to protest, but I shook my head.
" But that is in the past... but then, we were reunited upon this night much like Rudy and Gyvien. The only problem there is, that it is not alike. Rudy and Gyvien some how have come to an understanding of each other... but you and I, we have not."

"Yuar... you are my brother I-" Myra began but again I interupted her. I had to get this out now while I still could fathom a faint idea of what I wanted to say.
" No, we have not. For some strange reason, since I was little I had an instinct... almost a gift for some reason, to want to protect people and in a way it gives me strength and an inner knowlegde of fighting that I did not even know I had. I've always wanted to protect people... and when I met you, it especially came true. Gyvien was the same, for she was like you- the sister I never had. When I failed to protect you from Lantis's sinister tongue... it was like a second chance."
I felt my face grow hot as i looked away from her.
" But now it wasn't... it was some strong act of fate that I ever found Gyvien as a child in the street. I was given a second chance to help protect you, and again I failed you. Lantis got a hold of you and you were forced to drink blood! Why? Because I was pathetic and weak and I couldn't even sense Rudy when you needed him the most! It was when you shouted at me... I realized that I was not a big part in this night. I realized that ... well, I cannot protect you. When you ran away, I felt helpless- never have I felt that way before. Now I know... Rudy is your protector... and as much as I want to be yours, I will fail like I have this night."

I felt the blade in my hand, and I shifted it slightly as I gazed at the night sky. The air was crisp and cool, and the stars were beginning to fade as the smell of morning was beginning to rise...
" Yuar, that isn't true... I shouldn't have said those-"
"No, you had every right. You spoke the truth. Although I hurt deep inside right now... I hurt so badly with a pain that I do not understand right now... my instinct to protect and the fact that I don't believe I can anymore contradicts itself. I feel like my purpose upon this planet and in this life of ours is gone... like if I disappeared, it would make no difference. For me, for how I was... how I am, it is worse than death to live with no feeling of purpose. Myra, I want to be your brother... but I don't think I have earned the right to be it."

Myra was about to say some thing but then suddenly Rudy came forth and spoke. I stood and watched, as soon a display followed of love. Rudy kissed her... taking the human blood from her lips, and making himself a blood drinker. I felt emotion... although I didn't know how to discribe it. I never was good with emotions...

Soon Rudy had asked Myra to marry him... to spend the rest of their lives together as figures of a promise. A very important promise... as this happened, and nothing of the outside world concerned them anymore but each other, I looked to Gyvien. She watched with a look that seemed approving... but yet, a bit of angst in there as well. She gazed at me... and smirked, making a gagging motion as a joke. I nodded, and I knew that Gyvien would do well to stay with Rudy and Myra. Being with Rudy had opened her up a little bit... and that would suit her.

Gyvien could not come with me... it wouldn't suit the way I wanted her to become. She had enough pain in her life... perhaps staying near to Rudy and Myra would make her live her life in a happier way. She was the head of the Dampiel underground... she would have Rudy near her to aid her if she needed advice.
Or maybe she couldn't come with me again because I was too afraid that I would perhaps fail her again... no, I wasn't ready.
"We need to get somewhere safe, the sun is about ready to rise."
I spoke, as Myra gazed about and then nodded.
"Lets get away from this place."
She spoke, as we all began to drift away to help escape from the sun... at least, they would.


"I believe this would be farewell then..." I spoke suddenly, my voice soft and gentle yet firm in what I stated. Gyvien's eyes instantly darted at my direction, as Myra and Rudy also looked at me.
"What do you mean?" Rudy spoke... as Gyvien quickly responded,
"You don't mean you are..."
"Yes." I said again, gazing at Myra and nodding to her.

" I am leaving you three. Just make sure you get away before the sun comes... "
"You can't leave! The sun will get you... and why? Why would you leave when you just found us?" Myra responded, as if my words earlier had just dawned upon her.
I sighed...
" You wouldn't understand, and I couldn't possibly explain it to you any better. Myra, what I said earlier... I would hope that would explain it a little bit. I... I have an obligation to protect and to redeem myself."
"Yuar, you don't have to redeem yourself for anyone... you've helped a great deal on this night and-"
Rudy tried to speak, but Iquickly shook my head as I took a step away from them.
" No... you wouldn't understand, but I must leave you. I must go in search of a meaning about myself which I never truely understood. There are many secrets about there in the Vampiric world, which I myself must find out about. Mostly I must leave you three so I may go in search of myself... I hope you will understand."

"No! We don't f*cking understand! Why are you leaving me again Yuar?! Don't! At least let me go with you then!"
Gyvien spoke, stepping forward boldly as she had a look of glazed anger in her face... I kept my composure as I shook my head.
"No Gyvien, stay with Rudy and Myra. I am leaving... but I promise that we shall meet again."
"NO!" She said, suddenly coming forth as she suddenly outstretched her arms and grasped them around my waist. I was a bit shocked at this jesture... I don't believe I had ever seen Gyvien hug anyone. She clenched me as she spoke..
" Why do you have to leave me..."
I slowly put my own arms around her as I bent my head down and softly spoke, " because it is for the best. I will see you again Gyvien, and when I do... I will never leave you or anyone again."

Gyvien quickly pulled back, as her liquid, frosty-glazed blue eyes watered slightly... and she looked away as if pained. I then turned my newly-red eyed gaze at Rudy.
" You... " I smiled softly, " Take care of Myra. I know you will, and I know you will die for her.... but just do me a favor. Keep away from Vylianne or any other who say that have associated with her. Please... I have a feeling that if you or Gyvien associate with her, nothing but trouble will follow. Also, before you decide to die for Myra if another bad situation comes again... remember this: If you die, it's Myra you've left behind. It was nice to ... meet you upon these nights." Rudy nodded, as I then looked at Myra.

"When? When will we meet again?" Myra spoke softly...

" We will meet again when I am stronger and full of an understanding. We will meet again when fate decides it..."
I spoke, and then as if on que, my eyes suddenly stopped glowing red and faded back to their normal, strikingly piercing green-eyed gaze. I felt it... and Myra's eyes widened.

" We will meet again when I can be your brother."

I then turned away, and began to walk away from them when suddenly I heard Myra call out...
"Yuar, for a moment, you were my brother."

I smiled softly... as I made no movement of farewell and kept walking, until I knew that my figure had faded from their sight into the darkness- away from the side that was rising to the day.

My heart will always be by your side...




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^^ Don'tcha like the eye connection to the brother idea? ^^ I do. lol...