Kevin
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She really hates me...I can see it, the way she looks at me, the way she is around me. She hates me... I sighed, stroking shadow's fur softly. She seemed to sense me thoughts and licked my nose gently. I smiled at her lovingly and continued walking, with Asher following on Fray. We were completely silent. I knew what Asher thought of me, she had often mentioned it during our little spats. How she thought I was so demanding, how I felt I had to cover for her, how I expected things from her. I expected nothing from her, I just wanted her to open up a bit. She had a nice side - I had seen it. I just wished to see it more often.
I looked back occassionally, each time seeing the same loathing expression that would break my heart. I had feelings for her - I would be lying if I said I didn't - and that she hated me so much...it hurt more than I wanted to admit.
Truth was, that seeing her hating me right now was angering me more than upsetting me. We'd had a fight before she'd gone off to her meeting and I was still reeling from it. She'd accused me of not letting her be, which I had taken huge offence to as I respected her greatly and felt that she was the one who was lying to herself.
So in retalliation, I ignored her for the journey. Let her be alone with herself. I don't care. Problem was of course, I did care. I could only conclude that that is why she hated me so.
"You know Shadow..." I whispered quietly to my pokemon, "I think you got the better end of this bargain."