Hee hee, Jobie, you're becoming me!! Lordy indeed! Anyhow, you asked for surreal, and here it is! ^^ *jazz hands* I hope it's satisfactory...
[CENTER][COLOR=darkgreen]~Eleiamae~
…and the marshes boiled with the wrath of the River God…
Crawling out of my cave, I glared at the sunlight as if daring it to shine ever-brighter. The day was disproportionate to my anguish, and I was furious about it, stalking my home, my marshes, with more fervour then usual.
Glaring once more at the sky, my eyes squinted for a better view; I caught sight of clouds, swirling about the golden orb. The clouds…
The clouds were an ominous purple colour, and they didn’t so much swirl, as loom over the horizon, seeming to mock my very presence.
Spitting up at them, I continued my trek. I wasn’t about to be deterred by some angry weather, in fact, I loved rain, and hoped for some to fall now.
Maybe it can cleanse me of my anguish…my pain…
Shaking my head, I pattered along memorised routes. Routes that were etched into my mind, into my very consciousness I had trodden them so many times. My mind raced as I walked, not thinking about where I was going, just letting my feet lead.
There was something about this very day that seemed…well, wrong, somehow. I could not put my finger upon the reason for my feeling this way, but something was wrong. Dead wrong. And it was beginning to unnerve me.
And it must have felt wrong, for me to be unnerved, Eleiamae, the Mistress of the Marshes, Seducer of Men. I was old as time, or at least, time in this world, and nothing frightened me.
Or at least, nothing frightened me until Tryfan came into my life. Now, I was afraid of my own feelings, keeping them locked away, deep in the back of my mind they cowered, afraid to come out for fear of what would happen. Shaking my head to expel such dangerous thoughts, I continued my trek through my lands as the clouds moved and shifted overhead, growing ever closer and almost beginning to obliterate the sun from sight.
I was glad of that, the sun’s bright glow was enough to make me spit in my wallowing. It almost seemed to want to cheer me up, with the yellow and the warmth! Pah! I wasn’t having any of that. I would wallow in my misery for as long as I pleased, for I am my own mistress (and Tryfan’s)…
Howling my defiance at my own thoughts, I fell to the moist ground in despair. I would never be free of him! Oh, how I wished for redemption, for my old self-control to return and grant me even a little dignity.
But it was not to be, and I grabbed at my hair and beat the ground like a widow in her mourning.
Exhausted, I slumped down, my hair torn and eyes dull, as I caught sight of my reflection in the muddy waters.
Lifting my hand, I dabbled a slender finger in the water, causing it to ripple and the mud to rise to the surface, disturbed. Pushing a fragment of dirt around the small pool, I sighed and propped myself up on one elbow to peer into the waters.
Lifting my finger again, I gave the water a single prod, and it became as clear as a bell, obeying my command. Images flashed within the pool; a cave guarded by an Alder of the old clan. Oiyg, parodying Lily’s behaviour as I had taught her to. I smiled at this; she had gotten so good in such a small amount of time. Despite our little spats, she was the closest I had felt to any creature, and I had begun to enjoy her company a little, though I was always careful not to inform her of this.
My elbow grew weary, and I switched over, allowing my eyes to flash once to the skies again before coming to rest on the waters.
Gasping, I stared, open-mouthed, back at the sky.
It had grown dark. But this darkness was not of the normal variety. For one thing, it was day, it should not have been dark yet. And for the second, the darkness had a terrifying quality to it that made me shudder.
There was a hint of evil in that sky, nay, more than a hint. A good helping, disguised in the colour of hellish orange and looming purple. It was like a livid bruise, and, though I was fascinated, I found myself not being able to look at it any longer. My eyes were drawn, inexplicably away, to anywhere but that horrendous sky streaked with red.
The earth tones of my marshes were a truly welcome sight after that sky, and I tried to keep my gaze down.
Much to my horror, the trees parted in a whisper of a breeze, allowing the light to beam down and into my little pool. The nightmarish colours streaking the previously blue sky were reflected in my pool, once again drawing my eyes in a sick fascination.
Gazing deep into the pool, I realised that there was a tear in the skies. This tear was the colour of nothing. It was like a black void that called to me, luring me into it and into eternity.
Shaking my head vigorously, I gathered my senses and glanced away from the water, at the trees, anywhere!
But even the trees were behaving unnaturally. My ears being attuned to the sounds of nature, I managed to pick up their twisted shrieks of pain as the wind whipped them from side to side. The very plants wept; those stoic trees I had known for most of my life showed the most torturous anguish at what that hellish wind was doing to them.
Tears poured down my cheeks in sympathy for their plight, but I could do nothing. My limbs appeared to be frozen to the ground, unable to obey the simplest of my commands.
Once again, my eyes were drawn to the pool of water that was no longer a scrying haven for me, but a nightmare of colour.
The waters, seemingly stirred by that ghastly wind, began to bubble and ripple. The ripples were small at first, but they soon grew and spread through the water until it almost leapt out of the hollow in which it lay.
And the worst thing was, it retained the colours of the sky as it jerked from the ground, forming perverse and deviant shapes before falling with a splash.
And my eyes were still drawn; I could not wrench them away from the horror that lay before me. Immobilised, I knelt in the mud, sickeningly fascinated, as the water leapt and dived before my eyes.
It seemed to be growing closer, ever closer, and like a weasel dancing before a rabbit, I was enraptured as it crawled over my legs, up my legs, across my torso and up my chin.
Clamping my mouth tight, I closed my eyes, finally able to move at least a little. Just before my vision was obscured, I saw that all the waters in my home were acting in the same fashion as this tiny puddle, trapping tiny creatures in their hypnotic movements before crawling over their bodies with an almost delighted malevolence.
My own marshes turned against me. That was my last thought, as the waters swam down my throat and flushed into my lungs and stomach. Trying desperately to cough, I caught sight of my hand.
It was greying.
Like a disease, grey crept up my limbs, obscuring the flesh beneath as it solidified, encasing me in what appeared to be stone.
My face and mind were the last to go, and the sick terror overcame me as the grey filled my mouth and throat, causing a wave of blackness to wash over me.
My last awakening thought was a revelation…
…I love him…