[color=#c2cae7]|| Morrigan Broin Irven Macha || Avatar of the Celtic Goddess Morrigan ||
join the masquerade
[u]or
you set my soul alight
[color=#c2cae7]Wincing away from the tender ministrations of my medics, I had grimaced as Tane plucked the last of the shards from my tender flesh and dropped it onto the ground in disdain. I had never thought that bits of rock could hurt so much, but now that my face was shard-free I was finally happy and in the company of my favourite two people.
It had taken us a very long time to finally fight our way through the maze, and when we finally reached the end I was once again subjected to being poked and prodded as everyone gathered around me and that bird. The knitted cap had been jammed on my poor head and I was left to sulk on the floor, awaiting Fiachra’s return. - If he ever thought fit to return, something which I wanted to doubt, but he enjoyed tormenting me too much.
He seemed to enjoy lodging on my head, finding his own nutrition and alternatively clawing, pecking and scratching me for entertainment.
As we padded closer to the temple, through the trees, something strange was in the air and my skin started to feel…on edge. My teeth chattered slightly with an unseen force which tugged and pulled at my very being. Strange voices, feminine and familiar whispered in my mind. They whispered corrupting misgivings, persuasive but rotten to the core.
Swaying with the force of the now-powerful winds, I almost clawed at my brain in an effort to dislodge the steadily-more-attractive voices as they eddied and swirled about my tortured thoughts.
you are superior to them they hissed. Malevolence oozed from them, but I was forced to listen, and even to agree, though I would never have thought such things before.
It was true, though. I was more powerful than them. Marx, why he was nothing but a big dumb warrior, and Tane was too shy and diffident to be of any use to anyone. I uttered a short, sharp laugh that rang harsh in my ears.
Something was different. And it felt good! Those two, why, their only reason for being here was to be mine. For they were mine, and I could do with them what I wished…
But there was still a part of me that yearned for the gentle, loving side that seemed to be slipping out of my grasp. I was…changing. And I couldn’t stop it… and my humanity slipped away, finally and inexorably into the distance.
And I was free!
A scream, and I felt my arms lengthen into wings, glorious feathers glimmering white in the early sunlight. Flapping once, experimentally, I felt the wind’s pull beneath strong muscles as it buoyed me upwards, far from the ground and the pitiful humans who crawled on it.
The voices had been right - I was better than them. All us half-breeds were, and this temple was the place where our true potential finally showed. We could finally throw off the shackles of our humanity and roam the Rift free and unhindered my thoughts of morals. The word was bitter in my mind, and I shook off my contempt in the skies, diving once, steep, to land on the ground, in front of my dears Marxiach and Tane.
Oh, how my contempt dripped from my beak, vicious and pointed as it was. The shock in their eyes was mirrored by every other human in out little party as the ‘half-breeds’ battered down the invisible barrier between us.
I could see that they felt the same joy and rage as coursed through my veins, and I screamed once more, my voice echoing with a female timbre which had grown too familiar in the last few days.
A moment later and my leap had carried me to Tane once more, and, buoyed by the extra power behind my wings I knocked him down before he could protest, seeing the pain reflected in his eyes and rejoicing in it. Digging in my claws, I drove him into the packed soil before leaping off and powering towards Marx.
He watched me approach with wary eyes, gripping his sword tightly, as if willing the nightmare to go away.
“What’s the matter, human? Don’t you like seeing me this way?” I hissed at him, wings fluttering with emotions and my mouth spread into a grin at the look on his face. He took a breath, closed his eye and stood up straight.
“I will not fight you, Morr.” he stated, simply, yet it aggravated me beyond all control, and I sprang, unable to control the raging wildness that roiled beneath the surface.
All claws, wings and flying feathers, I landed square in Marx’s chest, knocking him flat to the ground as I had with Tane. Digging in talons cruelly, I hissed in his face, but he just turned away, eye closed, refusing to look at me, refusing to give me the pleasure of seeing him suffer!
I clicked my beak in anger, digging in my claws further, hoping to provoke a reaction.
But still none! Aggravating human.
“This is not you, Morr.” His quiet tone simply refused to rise to my bait, though the blood was flowing from various cuts and scrapes inflicted by my talons.
His chest heaved in a big sigh, and before I knew it his hands had snapped up, grasped my wrists and flung me to the ground in a reversal of the move I pulled on him.
Kneeling on my chest, he held my feather-coated wrist hard to the ground, never letting up before lowering his face to whisper in my ear.
“You aren’t the only one with power, you know…” He purred, his lustrous tone arousing oh-so-familiar feelings, deep within and supposedly buried.
“I could hold you here all day with no effort…How d’ya like that, bird-boy?” I struggled and flapped, screeching my anger until I could struggle no more and my throat was raw with the unearthly noise I’d been making.
Marx just held me tighter, denting the earth with the strength of his grip until my shaking ceased and my feathers melted away...
[color=#c2cae7]Blinking, I felt my old self slide back in, as if it had never been away. And yet, here I was, Marxy knelt on my chest, looking upset, Tane lay off to on side bleeding fairly badly, just… like…Marxy…
“Oh god, what did I do?” I whispered. Memories flooded back as if someone had opened floodgates in my mind Every single cut I had inflicted came back to haunt me, and I looked in Marx’s eye, saw the pain there, and tears began to flow down my cheeks.
My body quaked under the grasp of Marx, and quivering with guilt and shame, I turned my face aside and tried to shake him off me. My whole body felt drained, and my efforts just weren’t enough to dislodge him. I turned back, glaring at him as he smiled gently.
“You aren’t going anywhere.” He grinned. “You’ve caused quite enough damage for one day, and besides. there’s punishment to mete out…” His voice lowered to that growly tone which sent those delicious shivers down my spine and I gave up my struggles happily.
“I’m so sorry…” I whispered, before Marx placed his finger on my lips.
“Sshh.” Tracing his hand down my cheek, he leant close.
“It’s my turn now…” He purred. “And you aren’t going to get away with it that easily…”