~*Yamaguchi Katsumi*~
Losing sanity
I've always liked cafés. I liked them because of their relaxing ambiance, the fact that you could eat and drink in peace, and everybody would keep to themselves, immerse themselves in a book or work or whatever.
Except... not right now.
The moment we walked in, I had this... vibe that something was off, and I was never wrong. After ordering a parfait, I sat down in the furthest corner of the establishment, perfect for people-watching. Even though I was comfortable with talking freely to Akira and Naomi, I assumed that I wasn't welcome with our new acquaintances. I was well-aware that I came off as cold-hearted and hard to approach, so I saved them the trouble.
My eyes found Ryou and his group of female friends (plus one guy, apparently, but he's too grumpy-looking and seemed too unpleased with his circumstances, so I figured he wasn't exactly a friend) all clumped together in a booth, talking and laughing. I smiled to herself sadly and sighed, stirring my parfait with a spoon and grazing at it from time to time, wondering about “what ifs” again. What if I got along with the rest of the kids in kindergarten? What if I made myself easier to approach in the first place? What if I wasn't going to take over the Yamaguchi-gumi?
“What if?”
I could catch bits and pieces of their conversation. It seemed like they were talking about the shopkeeper from earlier, and the guys seemed to have a cynical outlook on this whole keychain and apparent scam thing. A disheveled-looking guy came in for a moment and embarrassed the girl, Yuki, I think, she was all over Ryou the whole time. He was pretty cute, although he could've used some more sleep. My eavesdropping was interrupted by a clearly audible clacking noise, and I looked over at Akira and Naomi.
A syringe. Two glass jars. There was still some liquid in them.
“No way. Aren't those steroids?”
He picked up his dropped possessions and pocketed them quickly, hoping that nobody saw. What surprised me the most was the signature death glare that he used on anyone he didn't like. Except he used it on Naomi for some reason. I guess it was to keep her from asking any more questions, because she looked away as fast as she could.
I was a little suspicious when he took off with her, but I didn't think much of it. She was his friend, right? Plus, he obviously liked her, so it should've been alright, right?
Ichiban no negaigoto oshiete
-Anata no hoshii mono-
BORYUUMU furikireru hodo tsuyoku
Ooki na koe de sakende mite
Tell me, the object of your greatest desire
-The thing you want the most-
Let's try and shout out its name
With a voice so loud it'll break maximum volume
I was finishing up the last of my parfait when my cellphone suddenly rang. I didn't put it on vibrate since I only had it on at school, so my ringtone played instead. The screen showed that it was Naomi, so I picked it up immediately, smiling awkwardly at the rest of the customers, and excused myself, closing the door behind me. I picked it up immediately after I was outside, noting the diminishing sunlight. A violent chill ran down my spine and my voice was more aggressive and laced with panic, and I didn't intend that. It must've been bad news, and Akira must've been behind it. The song continued in my head; it honestly creeped me out.
Taiyou ga mezamenu uchi ni
Hajimeyou sekai wa
Hikari ni tsukimatou kage to odoru
Sou kimi no te wo totte
Now let's begin before the sun comes out
The world dances with
The shadow that accompanies the light
I shall take your hand (and say)
“Naomi, where are you?” I demanded, mentally punching myself.
“We’re at the abandoned ballpark—” she began, but I didn't give her the chance to finish.
Saa nani ga hoshii no? Nani wo motomeru no?
Atsumeta kagayaki sono te no hira ni
Subete sukui toru yogoreta yozora ni
Kuroi DAIYAMONDO BURAKKU DAIYAMONDO
"So what is it that you want? What is it that you seek?"
Those hands that have been gathering some glitter
They were scraping everything from this tarnished night sky
Oh black diamond, black diamond
“AKIRA! An abandoned ballpark. It's late, it's getting dark, and those things come out at this time. Even worse since that place is freaking abandoned.” I could hardly control the anger in my voice. “So Akira is at fault!”
“Don't be angry at him,” she sounded really scared and I felt a pang of guilt, but I couldn't just let him off the hook like that. Even if he was my cousin.
Furueru te de inori wo sasagete
-ANATA NO HOSHII MONO-
Ishi no nai ningyou no you jane
Namida datte nagasenai
Now say your prayers with your shaky hands
-The thing you want the most-
You're like a worthless doll, aren't you?
You don't even shed tears
“He should know better than to separate from the group at a time like this! When I get my hands on him, I'll put him in the emergency room!” I yelled and hung up abruptly. “Before those things get to him, anyway.”
Saa nani wo utau no? Nani wo shinjiru no?
Mayotteiru dake ja GARAKUTA ni naru
Subete furikitte yuganda yozora ni
Kuroi DAIYAMONDO BURAKKU DAIYAMONDO
"So what are you gonna sing? What do you believe in?"
Hesitation will turn you into garbage
So shake free from everything else in this distorted night sky
Oh black diamond, black diamond
I took a deep breath and held onto my trusty shinai tightly, walking back into the café shakily. They looked at me with varying expressions as I approached and I was visibly distressed: my eyebrows furrowed, eyes obscured by parts of my fringe freeing themselves from the confines of my bobby pins, and my bottom lip trembling. There was no way I could go alone.
Kizutsuite mo uso darake demo
Kesshite kusshinai
Honmono dake ga kagayaiteru
Mienai chikara ni sakaratt
No matter how much you are hurt or be lied to
Don't you ever give in
Only the original shall eventually come to shine
Repelling the unseen energy
“I apologize if I'm interrupting anything,” I began, taking another deep breath and facing Ryou. I couldn't hyperventilate, not now. “My cousin, he's at the abandoned ballpark with his friend. It's getting dark, and... to be frank... I can't go alone.”
Saa nani wo utau no? Nani wo shinjiru no?
Mayotteiru dake ja GARAKUTA ni naru
Subete furikitte yuganda yozora ni
Kuroi DAIYAMONDO BURAKKU DAIYAMONDO
"So what are you gonna sing? What do you believe in?"
Hesitation will turn you into garbage
So shake free from everything else in this distorted night sky
Oh black diamond, black diamond
I dropped to my knees and bowed my head, my voice shaky. Pride didn't matter at this point. Not when human lives were at stake. “Please, help them.”
Saa nani ga hoshii no? Nani wo motomeru no?
Atsumeta kagayaki sono te no hira ni
Subete sukui toru nejireru yozora ni
Kuroi DAIYAMONDO BURAKKU DAIYAMONDO
"So what is it that you want? What is it that you seek?"
Those hands that have been gathering some glitter
They were scraping everything from this twisted night sky
Oh black diamond, black diamond
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