Chapter Twenty-Four
The Object of our Desires
The newsroom buzzed with absolute excitement, reporters stood up and then sat down again, shifting nervously in their seats and rechecking their cameras for film. Each and every one of them grinned like hyenas stalking their prey. They had all seen the kiss between Touko and Naiya, and any minute one of them would walk to the podium, and the press would pounce.
Once Touko entered the room a hush fell over the crowd, his hair glistened with sweat drops of it falling onto the pressed suit, which made him look incredibly uncomfortable. “So, anyone have any play off questions?” He adjusted the microphone on the podium, glancing around the room as the various reporters exchanged glances. “Okay…” He sighed.
It was at that moment the room exploded, a million questions being asked at absolutely the same time. “Touko, are you currently dating Naiya?” One reporter asked.
“No.” He dismissed it quickly, pointing to another.
“Is there any truth to the rumors that Naiya stayed over at your house about two months ago?” Another reporter asked, causing the vain in Touko’s head to begin to throb.
He gripped the podium; if he could he would crush it in his hands. “She stayed over one night after her date, set up by your magazine.” He pointed directly at the woman, unsure if it was the actual magazine that did it. The woman sunk back into her chair as other hands shot up.
“Are you dating her?” Another man asked much to Touko’s anger.
“Listen!” Touko shouted his voice filled with anger and impatience. “I am not dating her, the kiss happened because of a moment of stupidity on my part, it meant nothing. We are not dating, we are not going to date, so do not hound her, or myself, about it.”
A hush fell over the crowd, the only sound being the few snaps of a camera in the back of the room. “Any other questions?” He glanced around the room at the shocked faces of the reporters. “Good, see you in Hawaii.” He finished up the news conference and left the room.
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Rain pounded the windshield of Touko’s car as he sat outside of the hospital, every few minutes he would glance up toward Naiya’s room, trying to will himself to get out of the car and to go see her. After an hour he still had not been able to actually get out of the car. His phone sat next to him, he had called her countless times to try and apologize, to tell her he didn’t mean the words he said at the press conference. So far those calls had gone unanswered.
“I am such an idiot.” He mumbled, pounding his head onto the steering wheel. “Why couldn’t I have just said “no comment”?”
He had played the event over and over in his head, trying to figure out how he could have held in his temper, how he could have worked his way out of the situation. “Damn it.” He swore in anger, realizing that he just couldn’t get the will to go inside. He backed the car out of park and pulled out of the parking lot, preparing to turn into traffic when something caught his eye.
“Naiya?” His mouth hung open in shock, watching the little girl climb through a whole in the hospital fence before taking off running down the sidewalk.
The honking of the car behind him shook him back to reality. Worrying about Naiya’s safety in the cold rain had over ridden any fear about confronting Naiya, as he turned into the lane of traffic, keeping his speed slow enough to follow just a bit behind the little girl.
After a few traffic lights, Naiya turned into a small bookstore, already shaking and shivering from the cold downpour that she had just walked through.
”What are you doing in this weather?” He mumbled out loud, wondering what book would be worth going out in such horrible weather.
Quickly pulling into the next possible parking space, Touko left the car and rushed inside of the bookstore. “Naiya, where are you?” He whispered, walking through the maze of isles, catching sight of her every few minutes, only to lose her as he turned down the isle.
The next isle he turned into, he finally caught sight of her walking down the end of the isle, a brown paper bag in her hands. He had seen that bag before he knew its contents. “NAIYA!” He called out to her, already running in stride down the isle.
The girl turned, looking at him like a child caught with her hand in the cookie jar. The frozen shock seemed to last for hours, in reality though she turned in the blink of a eye and ran as fast as she could out of the bookstore.
He tore out of the store, the soaking rain sending a chill up his spine as he glanced in different directions, trying to figure out which direction Naiya had ran. “Stop!” He screamed out at her, spotting her running through the various cars in the lot. “Stop” He yelled again, easily catching up to her and grabbing her hand.
“What is this? Do you have any idea what you are doing?” He barked in anger, snatching the soaked paper bag from her hand. “You realize what they would do if they caught you with this?”
“Give it back!” Naiya jumped in the air fruitlessly trying to claw at the paper bag that Touko kept out of her reach.
“Is it worth throwing your dream away? Is it?” He screamed, the rain blinding his eyes for a moment until he could use a hand to wipe the water away. “To throw away everything you worked for?” He added, making his way over to a storm drain and throwing the paper bag down it.
“You idiot, you idiot!” Naiya swung her fists in anger pounding on Touko’s back, and then as he turned around, punching his stomach.
“Stop it!” He grabbed her shoulders, holding her out at arms length until she stopped swinging and was reduced to sobbing as tears joined with rainwater and ran down her cheeks.
“Why do you hate me so much?” She asked.
His eyes drifted away from her face, as all the anger left his body, his body becoming slack. “I don’t hate you Naiya.” He whispered, his voice barely audible over the pouring rain.
“Then why?” Her voice caught in her throat as even more tears threatened to rush down her cheeks. “Then why did you say those things, don’t you remember our promise?”
Touko mind brought him back to that room just a few weeks before, making a promise with Naiya that if they got into the playoffs, that he would take her out on a date. “It was just a kiss Naiya, it didn’t mean anything.” Why was she so worked up over one kiss? He had kissed many girls, kissing her was no different.
“Only a kiss?” She shook in disbelief, her voice full of anger. “Only a kiss? It was my first kiss!” She closed her eyes, nearly reduced to sobbing.
Touko’s heart nearly broke as he started to realize the damage he had done to the little girl. “I didn’t…I…” He couldn’t find the correct words to express his feelings, to tell her how terrible he now felt.
“Naiya…” He leaned forward, finally deciding to just step forward and hug the small little girl. He knelt down, his arms outstretched, and just when he was about to lean forward to envelop her in a hug, she lashed out. Striking him across the face with her hand, leaving a stinging red mark across his cheek.
“Stay away from me.” She screamed in anger, turning and rushing off as fast as her little feet could take her. Leaving Touko kneeling on the ground, soaked head to toe, and utterly shocked.
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The drive home felt as if it took hours, the world had become a dull gray, the cars, the road, and the sky. All of it seemed so lifeless, so empty, he knew his eyesight was fine, that he wasn’t suddenly becoming color blind. It was just how the world seemed to be painted through the rain and night air. He didn’t dare return to his mansion, the press was still camped out there, and he couldn’t return with a red handprint across his face.
“Mom, I’m staying here tonight.” He mumbled, arriving at the place he knew he could always go to, his real home. The place he always felt most secure at. “Mom?” He called out again, and then shook his head in frustration; the woman was either off getting groceries or napping the day away.
Either way he was not in the mood to truly care, his bones ached, his body ached, and truly he wished he could wash the entire day away and try again. Once he had taken off his soaked clothes, he made his way down onto his brother’s comfortable warm bed and took a once over look of the room.
Everything was where Honda had left it during his final days of life. It felt like a moment that was frozen in time, that nothing in that room had proceeded into the future, and was still stuck in that day, that one horrible day.
Thoughts of the last months of Honda’s life filled Touko’s mind as her rose from the bed, rubbing his eyes to try and remove the horrible memories from his brain. He always wished that he could have done something more, spent a little more time with his brother, instead of burying his pain in baseball.
“Maybe she is my second chance, to do something right before I lose her also.” He mused, lost in self-thought as he made his way around the room, finally stopping at the variety of crayon colored drawings that hung on the far wall. The colors on the drawing had already begun to fade from age and sunlight, the paper still clinging to the wall with thumbtacks.
“I wonder if mom would mind if I took one and framed it.” He wondered out loud, a little piece of his brother that he could take with him to remember what he had lost, and the mistakes he had made.
His eyes fell upon one drawing in particular; there was nothing too remarkable to set the drawing above all others. It was just a child’s doodle of a little lion cub with wings. Yet something in his mind told him that drawing above all others was important. He finally took the small paper in his hands, yanking it off the tacks and freeing it from the board. ‘Li the Mighty Lion’ was written on the picture in childish handwriting.
He squinted at the picture, inspecting every single detail of it, his eyes going over and over the picture as he tried to find out why his mind was telling him that this was important. It was as if the answer was on the tip of his tongue, so close, but also just out of reach.
“So what does Li look like?” He had asked Naiya, driving her back home after a late night game.
The girl gazed down at the imaginary figure in her lap, placing a finger to her lips as she was trying to find the right words. “Well he’s cute, has yellow fur, he looks like a kitten, like the ones you find at the zoo.”
“Like a Lion?” He had asked her, giving her a quick glance to see if she was making it up.
“Yeah! with yellow fur, and cute little white wings.”
Those words repeated over and over in his head, yellow fur, cute little white wings. That perfectly described the picture he was holding. A yellow lion cub with cute little white wings, named Li.
“No, there is no way…” He shook his head in disbelief, the picture falling from the ground, having left his trembling hands. “There is no way…”
Chapter Twenty-Five
Across the Sea
Naiya’s hands were still trembling when she got back to the hospital, her enthusiasm bubbled up inside of her, and it felt as if a dam that was about to burst. In her hands lay a brown envelope, which contained the airline ticket and admission pass to the western conference play offs in Hawaii. She had never left Japan, she had only left Tokyo a few times, and now she would be nearly crossing an ocean, traveling to an entirely new nation. The excitement made her skip down the hallways of the hospital, every few skips she would jump in the air in anticipation.
“And why are you skipping?” Li phased his way through one of the windows, yawning and wiping his eyes with a paw. “It’s ten in the morning.”
Naiya held up the envelope jerking it to show that something was inside. “I had to get up early so I could get it when it was delivered.” She explained, jumping onto her hospital bed, grinning from ear to ear. “I’m going to Hawaii!”
“You mean we’re going to Hawaii.” He laughed, settling down on Naiya’s shoulder as she spilled the contents of the envelope onto the bed. “There is just one problem, what are you going to tell your mom?”
Naiya paused, only for a minute, before returning to shifting through the various forms and passes that were contained inside of the envelope. “Naiya you cannot just escape through the hospital fence and disappear for two weeks.” Li insisted, a slight hiss in his voice.
“I’ll just tell her everything.” She smiled, dropping the stadium pass around her neck.
“Tell who everything?” Sakura asked, peeking her head into Naiya’s room before walking in. Naiya quickly scrambled, grabbing up the papers and thrusting them under the covers as her mother walked over to her. “Teenager stuff? Did you get your first teen girl magazine?”
Naiya was sweating bullets, her body shaking a little as she let out a shaky laugh. “Yeah that is what it is, I got one of those magazines from the gift shop.” She laughed as her mom leaned forward and kissed her forehead.
“It’s hard to see my little girl grow up.” She smiled, her eyes slowly drifting down to the stadium pass around Naiya’s neck, her smile fading into a look of confusion. “What is this?” She picked up the pass, lifting it off Naiya’s neck.
Naiya lunged forward, trying to grab it out of her mother’s fingers. “That…” She struggled for the right words, her eyes darting to Li who just shrugged. “That’s mine… Touko gave it to me.”
No matter how hard she tried to force the words out of her mouth, she just could not tell her mom her secret. She couldn’t tell her that a little angel had been transforming her into a baseball player for the last few months, and that other angels above were deciding when they were going to kill her. It sounded ludicrous, even to her, and it was her own life!
“Try to behave yourself.” Sakura gave Naiya’s forehead another kiss before going back to the door. “When I get home from work, we’re going to have another little talk about Touko.” She added as she passed through the doorway.
“Well that went really well” Li grumbled with a roll of his eyes. “Good bye to the play offs, good bye to your dream of your parents ever watching you play.”
Naiya bit her lip to the point a tiny trickle of blood ran down her chin. “I’ll just write a letter explaining everything.” She finally spoke after a long silence, wiping the blood off of her chin before walking over to the desk. “I’ll write down everything, from when I first met you to now, she will have to at least read it, and by the time she does…” Her voice trailed off as she begun to write the letter.
“You will be far enough away that they cannot lock you away in a padded room?” Li offered, gazing over her shoulder at the letter, watching her write the entire thing out, while also writing suggestions.
“Shush!” She shooed him off her shoulder before placing her mother’s name on the one page letter. “Mom will believe it, I know she will.”
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Unlike most of the world, Touko actually liked plane rides, they were a way for him to sit in one spot and focus on one task with out his mind tugging at him to go and do something else. If it weren’t for the utter fear of falling out of the sky, or the cramped conditions, it would be perfect experience.
“And they couldn’t at least get us first class?” He mumbled to the teammate in front of him, opening the overhead compartment and beginning to stuff his suitcase into it.
The right fielder grunted in response, giving his suitcase a nice shove before closing the overhead hatch. “Or maybe a private jet?”
Touko gave his suitcase one last shove, getting it in far enough for the hatch to snap shut. “Yeah…” He let his voice fall off as he surveyed the cabin. Ever since he had arrived at the airport he had been looking for Naiya. She was obviously avoiding him after the incident just a few days before. But he would never have guessed it would be this hard to spot her.
“Looking for someone?” His teammate chimed in, glancing over his seat to follow Touko’s gaze.
“I guess she didn’t make the flight…” Touko kept his voice calm as he worked his eyes over the final set of isles. As he turned to move into his seat he caught a small hint of something out of the corner of his eye. His head whipped around, matching eyes with Naiya who sat only a few rows down, glancing at him for only a split second before turning away to hide her face. “Or she did!”
He nearly jumped over the next two isles separating him from Naiya, shoving a passenger aside as he made his way over to her. “This is your new seat.” He growled, shoving his ticket into the man sitting next to her.
“But…” The man protested.
Touko slammed both of his hands on the man’s armrests. “Do I look like some one you want to piss off?” He growled, doing his best to intimidate the man.
The message seemed to have been received as the man quickly rose from his seat and moved out of the way for Touko to sit down next to Naiya. “So is this your first airplane flight?” He asked his demeanor quickly turning from angry to very calm.
Naiya crossed her arms, giving him a quick glare before turning away with her nose turned up. “I have nothing to say to you.”
Touko gave her a quick shrug, turning to focus on the seat in front of him as the plane taxied down the runway and prepared to take off. “Fine with me, the plane ride could take hours, maybe even days.” He gave her a side way’s grin as the plane lunged forward, beginning to build up speed for take off.
“Days?” Naiya echoed, her voice shaking in fear.
The plane lunged forward, gaining speed and soon gaining altitude as it rose into the air. Touko glanced over, finding Naiya with her eyes clinched shut, tears dripping down her cheeks as she gripped the arm rests. “Hey…” Touko whispered, placing her hand over his and slowly pealing her left hand off the armrest and holding it. “It’s almost over.”
Naiya slowly unclenched her eyes, looking up at him as tears ran down her cheeks. “Touko…” She mumbled in shock as he opened a package of candy, popping a few in his mouth before placing some in her hands.
“These will help with the pressure in your ears.” He explained as she slowly ate them.
“Thank you.” She flashed a brief smile, only to remember that she was still supposed to be angry with him. Jerking her hand away from his she quickly shifted positions to gaze out the window.
A couple of hours into the flight, the lights in the cabin dimmed, and the passengers begun to shift around, some going to sleep, others busy reading a book or typing out work documents as the flight traveled through the night toward the Hawaiian islands. With each passing moment Naiya seemed to grow more and more agitated, shifting around in her seat and gazing longingly out the window, lost in thought.
“You didn’t tell your mom, did you?” Touko finally asked, taking a wild guess that Naiya was having second thoughts on leaving behind her mother to fulfill her own dreams. “You just ran away.”
A small hint of a tear twinkled in her eye, only to be dashed away as she rose, pushing past Touko and rushing to the small bathroom in the forward part of the cabin.
Behind him, Touko could hear a few reporters shuffle around in their seats. Each of them trying to get the best view, as their fingers hovered over the keyboard. The next decision Touko made would appear in entertainment articles all over Japan. “Damn it…” Touko muttered under his breath, rising from his seat and following Naiya into the bathroom.
“Naiya let me in.” He rapped on the door twice with the back of his hand. For a moment he wondered if he had gone to the wrong bathroom when she didn’t answer. “Naiya let me in, please.” He shuddered slightly feeling as if every eye was gazing at him.
The door finally unlocked, sliding aside just far enough for Touko to dive inside and shut the door again. “Thank you.” He breathed a sigh only to realize that Naiya had reverted back to her child form. “What happened?”
Naiya turned her head slightly, dipping it so that all he could see was the top of her head. “Li got tired, so I’m letting him rest.” She explained, her eyes darting to the invisible creature lying on the top of the counter.
Touko nodded slightly, his head turning to glance around the very cramped and small bathroom. By the time he turned back to look at the little girl, her eyes were already glistening with tears. “Everyone is so angry at me.” Her voice caught in her throat, coming out as a weak sob as the tears begun a steady drip down her cheek. “You, mom, Kisa, I’ve screwed everything up.”
He wasn’t sure why, or how, but if anything could send him to his knees, if anything could break his heart, it was Naiya’s tears. It was his kryptonite, his one real weakness. “I’m not mad at you.”
Naiya quickly nodded, not willing to give up an argument as her blood shot eyes gazed up at him. “But I yelled at you, and slapped you, and got so angry at something that was stupid.”
Touko let out a short sigh as he remembered the last few days, rubbing the spot in which she had hit him. A small sniffle brought him back to reality where he lifted the girl up and sat her on the sink. “It wasn’t stupid, I was heartless and uncaring, and I never even thought that something as simple as a kiss would be so important.” He bowed his head slightly. “Before I met you, all I did was think of myself”
He lifted his eyes to look directly into hers’. “Can you forgive me?”
Before Naiya could even nod, the plane hit a pocket of turbulence, which sent the plane jerking backwards. Naiya went tumbling forwards, falling into Touko as he went slamming into the wall behind him. He let out a soft moan of pain as stars danced around his eyes, his body sliding down to the floor, with his arms wrapped protectively around Naiya.
“I…” Naiya opened her mouth in shock, the two of them just coming to their senses and realizing the close position both of them were in.
She was about to ask what happened when Touko seized the opportunity, closing the gap between the two and kissed her directly on the mouth. For a moment Naiya’s eyes widened in shock, only to slowly melt into the kiss, wrapping her arms around Touko as the world faded away.
“Hey what happened?” Li woke up, his mind still in a fog from being awoken from his dream with being tossed around the bathroom. “Who turned the plane into a roller coaster… WHAT!” He wiped his eyes to find the two deep in an embrace.
“Stop it, break it up, Naiya break it up!” He yelled, tugging on her hand. “I’ll tell your mother! Naiya are you listening to me? NAIYA?”
Sorry for taking so long with these two chapters. It was part writers block, part not having a editor for a while.