Kiaran
" Why do you weep? What are these tears upon your face?"
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[size=1] They came. They talked. They left.
That was what Rudy and Dina did, carrying the fake Makura with them as well, and the real Makura. I overheard a little of what they did... but as they talked with Gav and the other Namek, and Idaia had even gone to listen for a while.
I had worked upon the ship assigned to me by Torek, and eventually I got everything working in order. He was really impressed by the way I got the weapon activated as well. He said he was leaving for the night, but I was free to roam about and tinker with the ships. I think I earned his trust a little... he was going to pay me a little money for fixing one of his ships, but I declined it.
[ So, when they return... what are you going to do?]
Yasu's voice suddenly popped into my head, and I turned adn gave a painful gaze at Yasu.
"Nothing..."
[ There is more to this than what you make it seem.]
I nodded slightly....
"I suppose.. I mean, what they did... it's all lies. Rudy did it, Dina did it... it's like those two lie together and - I don't.. "
I kicked a piece of a broken part away, frustrated I sat down.
[ You were once lied to before.] Yasu commented, gazing at me with those eyes. I stared at Yasu...
" You're a smart kitty."
[ I wish i knew why.]
I smiled... and sighed, resting my face in my hands.
" I guess there is more to it than that... it just adds up. Maybe I'm a bit... sad and ... oh I don't know. I shouldn't bother you with my problems Yasu... you have enough of them."
[ No, not currently. No one knows about how I regained back some of the memory I'd lost, and no one knows much about Idaia as well. No one accept for you,a nd I'm assuming the others as well... if ... or once you tell them.]
"- or they decide to liste-" I cut myself off. That wasn't right... t hey were nice... I mean, mostly nice I suppose. They let me come along with them.... why was I so confused?
[ You were lied to before... but it's more... oh, I think I might understand.]
"What?" I said, looking at Yasu... a single tear strolling down my cheek. "It would be nice for a change to have anyone understand..."
I quickly wiped away the single tear, embarrassed to myself that I would cry. I was a Saiyan, the books said that Saiyans don't cry....
[ You have feelings towards him.]
My eyes stared for a second, those words Yasu said sticking to my body like a dreaded towel... did I?
"Maybe... I just.... i just need to be alone."
With that I stood up, and began to walk farther back into Torek's shop.
[ They'll be back soon, and they'll want to leave right away. Dina can't holdonto her creation much longer. ]
" I know... maybe I shouldn't go... " I responded, tearfully gazing back at Yasu.
" Maybe it was a mistake to bring a lame excuse for a Saiyan along... I was never meant to be here."
With that I turned away and walked back into the deepest part of Torek's shop,and Yasu didn't respond.
I had to think... all the emotions inside of me... i had to think... try to sort them out.
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