Screwing yourself
I fucked myself over again
I've learnt to do this very well
I could be called an expert
In making my own life hell

I like to feel all sorts of pain
It's the only thing real to me
Without pain theres no life
And nothing to shade reality

I'm don't know why you run
You'll be feeling pain anyway
And I'll be fucking myself over
Every day there's debt to pay

Pain chases, follows you again
He'll catch up to you in the end
Can't deny him, can't stop him
He's going to be your only friend



A little less alive
Wake up each day and piss it away
It's only 24 hours of your life gone
Only died a little more yesterday

I'm just throwing away a little more
Just a little that I didn't need at all
Death's going to come for my life
On that day my body shall fall

Ain't no heaven, ain't no hell
Not when your dying each day
I have this life I want to sell

I can't find a buyer for my life
It's like a share dropping in value
Because each morning I'm dying
Selling chips that were once blue

Every day I get up
Each morning I wake
Look into the mirror
See the face of a mistake